31/12/2014

Today marked the last day of 2014.

Tomorrow shall be the new 365 pages of your life, including mine.

Tiba-tiba hari ni tergerak hati untuk aku membuka balik blog aku yang lama dah bersarang. Last post was on 2011, means 3 years back. Within that 3 years, lots of thing changed. I grew up, turn into a totally different person with a totally different attitude and philosophical view. Denied not, i become more and more mature and possessing higher IQ and EQ than before. Alhamdulillah.

Turning into 27 years old and still single thou. LOL.

I’ve decided that 2015 will be my ‘single year’ so that I could really appreciate the meaning of ‘love’ and I want to feel the ‘love’ itself as I felt before. To be truth, I never really remember how is the feeling of having ‘crush’ and ‘falling in love’ as I keep on changing partner/s since 2010 and never really being single ever since.  The worst part is, I’m having such a cold heart and never cry for a guy. Trust me, never. And on the other hand, I noticed that I’ve changed from the most lovable and soft hearted girl to the most promiscuous girl that i never wanted to be before. I’m not proud of it, that’s why I’ve decided to change so I can truly love my future husband and dedicate my life to him, only him.

I am an Advocates & Solicitors of High Court of Malaya now since August,2013. Guess what, I’m handling criminal cases now. I’m the defence counsel. But probably, after finishing this Master, I’m thinking for applying the position of Deputy Public Prosecutor (my dreamed job ever since!).

I shall be graduating with Master of Law few months from now. Hell yeah, who thought that i will continue my studies again? I never thought of that too. Guess what, my new aim is to pursuing my PhD overseas. May Allah ease my burden and lead me to the correct path. No matter what, I will do this!

My family never been more happier than before. Alhamdulillah, each and every single day I never fail to adore both my parents on how they have raised us four. Our bond are getting stronger each year.

I thank Allah for all the blessing He gave me. Throughout the years. He has been there, through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow!

Thank you Allah, Thank you Allah, Thank you Allah!

Bryan Adams and Barbra Streisand – I Finally Found

Ohh yeah…mmmmm

I finally found someone, who knocks me off my feet,
I finally found the one, who makes me feel complete.

It started over coffee,
We started off as friends,
Its funny how from simple things,
The best things begin.

This time its different, (nah nah nah nah)
Its all because of you, (nah nah nah nah)
Its better than its ever been,
Cause we can talk it through…

My favorite line,
Was can i call you sometime?
Its all you had to say,
To take my breath away.

Chorus:

This is it,
Oh i finally found someone,
Someone to share my life, i finally found the one,
To be with everynight
Cause whatever i do, its just got to be you
My life has just begun, i finally found someone

Did i keep you waiting? i didn’t mind.
I apologize. Baby thats fine.
I will wait forever just to know you were mine.
You know i love your hair, are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear, isnt it too tight?
Your exceptional, i cant wait for the rest of my life…

Repeat Chorus

Cause whatever i do, its just got to be you
Oh my life has just begun…i finally found…someone.

Celine Dion – I Hate You Then I Love You (Duet With Luciano Pavarotti)

I’d like to run away from you

But if I were to leave you I would die

I’d like to break the chains you put around me

And yet I’ll never try

No matter what you do you drive me crazy

I’d rather be alone

But then I know my life would be so empty

As soon as you are gone

Impossible to live with you

But I could never live without you

For whatever you do / For whatever you do

I never, never, never

Want to be in love with anyone but you

You make me sad

You make me strong

You make me mad

You make me long for you / You make me long for you

You make me live

You make me die

You make me laugh

You make me cry for you / You make me cry for you

I hate you

Then I love you

Then I love you

Then I hate you

Then I love you, I Love You more

For whatever you do

I never, never, never

Want to be in love with anyone but you

You treat me wrong

You treat me right

You let me be

You make me fight with you / I could never live without you

You make me high

You bring me down

You set me free

You hold me bound to you

I hate you

Then I love you

Then I love you

Then I hate you

Then I love you more / I love you more

For whatever you do / For whatever you do

I never, never, never

Want to be in love with anyone but you

I never, never, never

I never, never, never

I never, never, never

Want to be in love with anyone but you

But you

Maher Zain – For The Rest of My Life

For The Rest Of my Life

Album : Thank You ALLAH
Munsyid : Maher Zain

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say
Chorus:
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say
*Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart..

Melly Goeslow feat Amee – Ketika Cinta Bertasbih

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